So I leave home tomorrow to what will be my new home for the foreseeable future. I'm a crazy mixture of excited, terrified, anxious and just plain old panicky. Bags are packed (thanks, Kitten!), plans are made, ties are severed. No going back now. It's hard to accept that in less than 12 hours I will be leaving the city I grew up in, the friends that have always supported me and the family I cherish. All to go to a city that I spent 4 days in, 3 months ago.
I have to remember though, that if I didn't take the chance now, I probably never would. I would regret all my life not taking the chance, even if it means failing miserably.
But...I'm not going to think about that. I'm going to stay positive.
I'm just not positive that I'll be able to sleep tonight. Gute Nacht :-)
I have to remember though, that if I didn't take the chance now, I probably never would. I would regret all my life not taking the chance, even if it means failing miserably.
But...I'm not going to think about that. I'm going to stay positive.
I'm just not positive that I'll be able to sleep tonight. Gute Nacht :-)
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